Up Too Early Still Wrapping Christmas Presents

This weekend I realized how much I honestly, truly, purely love Luke.

We're going to fight. We'll dislike each other, but we'll never hate each other.

I can't even describe how perfectly well things have been going for us. I really do feel like my old self, but now with him, and that's the best gift this Christmas. I'm so completely thankful for him and everything that he's done for me.

My biggest fear is losing it all. Coming from someone who's always had commitment issues, I can't imagine my life without him and I really do hope we can spend the rest of our lives together because just these 9 months have tested our faith in one another and we're stronger than ever.

I feel so strong with him by my side now. Stronger than ever.

I love him.